L is for the way you look at me wtf

Category : Rants

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Updates

*  WOAH. busy busy busy. 2010 started off real good i must say. I am currently so busy with work that sometimes i neglect so many other things i should be paying attention to. like ie.. friends and family!

* Just came back from Ipoh last weekend and i’ve never been busier! Settled some of home issues… made my regular visits, attended Wai yenn’s belated wedding dinner, and drove back to KL just in time for some time to catch up with my friends.

* making decisions have always been a crazy thing for me. Lately i have been thinking a lot about so many things that while i drive.. i have stopped completely to listen to radio/cd/etc. all i do while i drive is multitasking in between sharp corners, my right foot and my brain working all the way. Dangerous i might say.. so sorry to those that i have (haha) flashed at, honked at.. or worse.. chased. :/ not proud of it… but i have a temper problem when it comes to slow drivers hogging the road. :/

* its a competitive world out there. ive never fancied catching up with technology and proving myself so much until i actually feel the pressure from my peers. oh well.. the learning process is always something i look forward to. but i just dont like being so competitive with anyone even when you’re already at the top. :/ perhaps i need to let loose a little and not do so much work. :/ it kinda sucked all the partygirl in me. all that’’s left is a boring jen who doesnt even care about fashion anymore. O_O *gasp*

* sigh.. how i miss the good old days when me and my friends would just hang out everyday talking nonsense and crap @ the mamak after work till the wee hours;- then go back home, sleep and wake up all fresh again. :/

hurm.

-J

just because

Category : Friends






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-J

tangan berdiri

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Category : Yoga

Doing the handstand is the most challenging yoga posture for me so far;- to balance your whole body on your hand and stay put while balancing your body on air  from the strengths of your hands/arms. basically my arms is still very weak, and i have to use the wall to achieve this pose. My problem is that i’m afraid i will fall off, sideways or not, from the balancing. falling is always painful.. and that fear from falling is the hindrance. it’s hard to shake that feeling off and perhaps, that’s the reason why i cant achieve it yet. But i guess i just need more practice. and to shake off that fear ..

the handstand is imho, a few level above headstands and scorpion pose. if i can master the handstand.. a lot of other postures will be easy peasy.

strong arms is key!


kick up with wall support


variation 1


variation 2

all the best to me!

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-J