i was thinking to myself whether i should quit coffee before i become a coffee zombie.

SLept a minimal amount of 3 hours yesterday and came to work with a super heavy head. and then face stressful emails and the only thing i have in my head is pls go get some java or i’ll faint soon.

I should have just drink green tea but there’s nothing more addictive than the smell of strong coffee beans ala espressos or lattes before u start work. everything just dont go as smooth if i dont get my coffee fix.

bleh.

Remember richie rich who have his own mcdonalds?

If im rich like him, i’d like a starbucks for myself. I can drink whatever frap i want anytime, anyday. Phew. I’d even have my barista deliver them to me. phew.

Of course, only the cute, handsome, single, tall, dark and handsome may apply.

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-J

my own version of lolcats. :(

seriously. i hate stresss. but im always in a position in which i will feel like exploding because of … a lot of things.

Like for example.

today while im working on an EXTREMELY-URGENT-PPL-CAN-DIE kinda assignment and my application crashed. like wtf? everyday its working fine but on the day i need it the most it crashes. So i reinstall it for 1000000000000 times. and still it cant work. roar. and .. phew.. there’s so many other things. i just dont know whether i wanna relive the whole drama in my head to pen it down.

My workload. gosh . dont even get me started on this. Sometimes i dont know why i work so hard for. To afford more luxuries? Im already a posh spice i dont think i need more of it wtf. i dont exactly need to earn more than i should. i dont exactly need to do the things i do now. i dont know why im always doing charity work. you know.. because i know you and you know me and we’re kinda friends then i will do it for you just because were friends that kinda thing? i dont know why i am so cincai with people that sometimes i dont mind people bossing me around if it makes them happy etc.. i just wanna enjoy doing my thing and not let my busyness and stress and personal things gets involved with each other and then drama begins.

OK. fug it. that’s just me emoing. all of that did not happen because im just really very loaded with work and datelines and everything all in one that im beginning to stress out.

and fuking microsoft just makes my day even better.

ergh.

if only i have like.. 72 hours a day.

-J

WHY is it so unbelievable that i have black hair now =.=

Some people even ask me to MMS to them cause they dont believe it. 

And anyways… this is specially for cheryl alllllll the way @ michigan. i miss u beb. ahha.. c.. it’s jet black zomg.

Im so not used to it. It’s so common!! and normal!!! 

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going to gym with sore muscles is so wrong. couldnt stand teh very ganas yoga instructor but its ok.. i manage to come out from class alive. muscle pain everywhere. T_T

but retail theraphy afterwards! so happy.

while driving home there’s a stupid car who braked all of a sudden while cruising on the middle lane. Like brake 0 kmph brake. and there’s nothing in front of him. like wtf. so angry. high beamed and honk at that idiot and drove to the fast lane only to be stopped by a 40kmph car on the fast lane.

seriously. i dont get it with people lepaking on a fast lane. wanna drive slow then move out of the way lor. hiu. 

-J