I have nothing much i wanna write about. And also don’t want to end up posting a filler post. And kinda have a blank head today from sneezing the whole day yesterday and trying hard to not sniff too loud in public.

hmm one day i wish to be able to do this. It is not imposible at all.

enjoy the weekends everyone. I have a lot of errands to run and work to finish. dont think i will blog in the weekend unless im frustrated or have something to complain. haha

-J

 but she cry cry cries in the lonely night

topic of the week.

why we need coffee?

I don’t like coffee. But i drink coffee occasionally to keep myself awake especially in the morning or after lunch just so i can stand looking at the monitor till the evening. That’s my excuse. And practicing that daily makes me addicted to coffee and slowly, i start to feel sleepy even after my normal dosage of coffee intake. So, i increase the amount of cups per day. Now if i don’t drink minimum 2 cups per day, i cant sleep well at night and feel uneasy by the end of the day. I seriously hate coffee. But i find myself addicted to it just so i could have my eyes open. this is so bad. how i can quit caffeine?

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anyhoo, got tagged by kelz. But i dont think i can do another round of random weird things about me. Im sure by now most of my regulars would have known that i’m not normal per say. (That said i’m not a psycho also la ok.)

A series of unfortunate events

So i think I’m going to share with you things that happen to me in the past that got me thinking why the hell am i so unlucky(got lazy and cannot think/remember anything right now). Remember Lindsay Lohan from Just my luck? Things that happened to me in the past is almost similar to hers and not that i’m exaggerating or bragging about my misfortunes (wtf who would do that) but it just so happens that everytime all this bad things happens to me, some of my friends were around to witness how unlucky a person could get or even being labelled as the most unlucky girl you’ll ever come across with.

It doesn’t bother me anymore being unlucky. Somehow i learnt from a friend of mine about being optimistic and positive and staying strong. I have been to the darkest side in life and proud to say that i have gone through it. The phase is over and if it ever comes across my life again, i’m more than ready to embrace whatever that’s going to happen, good or bad.

aduh why is this post going so wrong now.

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anyways.

dammit air asia is making my hand itchy. i have a lot of things to shout about but everything in my head are jumble up in thoughts that i dont understand myself.

ALSO.

If you’ve booked me for any dating, appointments, meetings, events, party, road trips, dinner, lunch ANYTHING at all, please remember to remind me for i think i have forgotten everything i’ve agreed to all of a sudden. It’s like i cant recall at all what i’m going to do this week, next week, and even the coming months. aduh.

on another totally random note…

dammit i hate my hair. one day after coloring the colour fades away. T_______________________T

gah. this post sucks.