Another set of pictures from KRABIII.
muahahahahhahahahaa (Im really good at my evil laugh ok~) 

hehe…

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Am back from the land with good coffee; Ipoh. :)

Mum’s good. Home’s good. Everything’s good.

A time off once in a while sure gives my mind some rest and also look at things in a different perspective and of course… to look back at the past and memories and cherish good times. 

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The bad in human nature is stronger than the good. If psychology is my bread and butter, i might be able to understand everything but somehow, the friendship test goes a long way and even if you fair in it, it doesn’t seem to stay that way forever.

99% of the time, we let our ego get in the way and worry more about material things and satisfying ourselves than about being spiritual and sharing with others. It sucks but thats free will and therefore it became the reason why each and everyone of us thinks about themselves more about the others around whether you notice them or not.

Take a good look at yourself. Perhaps from a different angle. Different perspective. Different shoe. Do you like the YOU you see? Often time humans place friendship above other levels of importance in their life. Some even more than their family.

Sometimes people give and give and dint expect anything less in return. They just felt happy that way. But these breed are rare.

Usually, people seek from you more than you can give. 

And that is the reason why conflicts happen and rumors and grapevines starts spreading and people will start commenting and bad mouthing and IT will never end. Question remains. WILL IT EVER END? WILL HUMAN EVER CHANGE? WILL FRIENDS STILL BE YOUR FRIEND IN THE END?

As much as i refuse to accept the truth. the answer is sublime. 

I used to question about how well i pass the subject of friendship. I used to believe that friendship is so core that i was once the minority and a handful of people who think friends are everything and they WILL be there when we need them. i used to think conflicts can be resolved easily with a simple apology and throwing the past behind our heads. i used to think everything i do, i would do it for the benefits of others and in hope that it will bring smiles and happiness to everyone around. and of course, foolishly, i used to think friendship is so trustworthy and long lasting and everything sugar and nice.

well. i still think that way. just that as i age, friends proved me wrong. and much much disappointed that i am, i still cling on to that happy memories we once had. happy times we once shared. joyful tears that we may shed.

there are many times when i felt like giving up completely. for i felt anger more than anything in the world. i felt that there is no point in having faith in people who don’t feel the same in the first place.

i guess i just felt cheated in a way. 

 there are so many things happening in the world right now. much that makes me think on possible what ifs. 

if i could do one thing right now. anything at all…

i will not dissapoint any of my friends. in any way possible. as that is who i am. and that is who i will be.

as for YOU my friend…

it doesn’t matter to me anymore whether you make me feel sad, or disappointed, or sorry or … cheated in any way. because i no longer feel obliged to other people’s feeling as much as my own. 

the bad in human nature is stronger than the good. aye to that.

vanishing again this weekend. Going back to the place where coffee smells like honey and food is good literally everywhere you go. And not forgetting, escaping the bullshits of city life.

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while im gone……..

enjoy these hilarious finds in youtube.