It’s stressed spelled backwards!

GEDDIT?

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Anyhu, havent been screaming about fashion lately. It’s one of those things girls like to talk about when they’re , vain, i guess.

Leather jacs. Theyre IN this season. I love it cause it really reminds me of peyton-emo-oth-chick.

And i love my Topshop LJ from the gang. <3 <3 <3

Sometimes i go home, stare at it. and i wear it and camho… just to destress a little.

like this.

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even my mirror got decals. hehe

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and lookie what i did during friday lunchie.

hahhaa.. early preparation for deepavali 2008. kekeke.. 

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i AM predicting that i will be having jap fud next week.. mon-thurs, bfast lunch and dinner… sushehhh! it is my kinda dessert!

-J

Have you ever been in a position in which you feel … angry. cheated. bullied. in an extreme lost. failed. stressed. optionless. depressed. desperate. and sad?

well that’s what im facing right now.

i cant write about it. i can complain about it but  … i doubt anyone can help me at all.

sometimes unfairness is not an option. it just happens out of the blue. puts you in a crossroad. and have you deal with it with whatever strength you may have. but in the end, both ways are dead end. 

its like a never ending headache and it just gets worse.

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-J

i was thinking to myself whether i should quit coffee before i become a coffee zombie.

SLept a minimal amount of 3 hours yesterday and came to work with a super heavy head. and then face stressful emails and the only thing i have in my head is pls go get some java or i’ll faint soon.

I should have just drink green tea but there’s nothing more addictive than the smell of strong coffee beans ala espressos or lattes before u start work. everything just dont go as smooth if i dont get my coffee fix.

bleh.

Remember richie rich who have his own mcdonalds?

If im rich like him, i’d like a starbucks for myself. I can drink whatever frap i want anytime, anyday. Phew. I’d even have my barista deliver them to me. phew.

Of course, only the cute, handsome, single, tall, dark and handsome may apply.

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-J