my niece winking at you. yes YOU :P welcome to the family Ms. Ooi :P hehehehe

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im turning maternal omg.

For the past few weeks i have been shopping at baby guess, baby gap, pepe, hallmark, everything baby!

Im not pregnant of course. DUH. Its just that im an aunt now and Cherrie’s baby girl is coming out soon! and im becoming the GODMOTHER OMG. (like u know cinderella godmother wtf) I CANT WAIT! Im so kan jiong omg. Everytime i see any CUTE pink small tiny weenie little skirts or booties i’ll squeek AWWWWWWWWWWWWW and when i see those tiny shoes and mittens.. i just cant help but feel totally magical. like disney magical wtf. like happily ever after magical wtf. 

REALLY!

During the Xmas week, i drove to penang with my brother and girlfriend to see my newborn niece at Penang. Altho she’s rather small and oh so fragile.. it’s just too magical to look at that little one .. sleeping in peace and playing with her little fingers and toes. making her mimick mickey mouse when she’s sleeping and so on. so amazing. Im quite afraid of holding the small little princess.. but its a really good feeling. kinda makes me feel like having one too wtf. hahah. I AM JUST JOKING wtf

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anyhoo…

how’s the new year treating everyone? All made your resolutions? and stickin to em yet? 

speaking of resolutions. i dint exactly define mine properly. i just know what i had to do.. and time factor kinda halt me from further explanations.

generally. i wanna achieve more this year. Well. i believe so does everyone else. but at the same time. i guess i would wanna learn more as well. 

i want to be a better person. not just saying as a better person like wtf.. a better person, but a better person than i used to be.

i want to see good in people. i rather think everyone is good than the other way round. seing the negative only makes me pissed and complain more anyway. i want to be ,more humble. not only to the people around me. but to as many people possible. i know there are haters out there. thinking. gosh. what a spoilt brat. what an ugly bitch. what a shopaholic whore wtf. she just dont know how hard money is earned. idiot. wtf.

but yeah. i do know how i spend my money. i do know my limits when it comes to spending. and as some of you might know. i work hard for all my luxuries. so if you judge me, i’d judge you too. so that makes us equals? but fortunately im better than that. i dont judge. i have been through ugly. bad. sad. so sometimes i know what you are thinking but i just dont say it out loud. I know what people say behind me but i just dont really care. :) who are we to define others anyway, unless if he/she is somehow related to you like a relative or something. if not… then we should live out lives like how it is supposed to be lived. With an open mind.

oh wait. im drifting. lol

On general wellbeing. Yea… i am serious about being a vegan. altho half. Am going vegan every alternate days. i feel so much better now that i am in control of my food intake. :) i know living healthier is my choice of living. altho having to slowly phase out food that are deemed sinful, i am begining to enjoy my determination in living a healthy lifestyle. but well.. it doesnt mean i dont indulge. i just mentally note what i have to eat and shouldnt. i also noticed i become stronger and more focused during working hours than before. 

perhaps my next challenge is to phase out caffeine. i must say i am totally addicted right now. 

last year i read a book from lauren weisberger about everyone worth knowing.  this year. i will… try my very best to be everyone’s friend. not just any friend. but a friend anyone at all can rely on.

like i say. i want to be a better person. :)

and if you think im not doing any of the above, well you are welcomed to correct me if im doing wrong. learning from my mistakes are life lessons that i look forward to.

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i found this somewhere on the net. Thought i’d share :)

Ten Rules to Live By

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Happy new year all. may you live 2009 and your resolutions come true.

Jen