my own version of lolcats. :(

seriously. i hate stresss. but im always in a position in which i will feel like exploding because of … a lot of things.

Like for example.

today while im working on an EXTREMELY-URGENT-PPL-CAN-DIE kinda assignment and my application crashed. like wtf? everyday its working fine but on the day i need it the most it crashes. So i reinstall it for 1000000000000 times. and still it cant work. roar. and .. phew.. there’s so many other things. i just dont know whether i wanna relive the whole drama in my head to pen it down.

My workload. gosh . dont even get me started on this. Sometimes i dont know why i work so hard for. To afford more luxuries? Im already a posh spice i dont think i need more of it wtf. i dont exactly need to earn more than i should. i dont exactly need to do the things i do now. i dont know why im always doing charity work. you know.. because i know you and you know me and we’re kinda friends then i will do it for you just because were friends that kinda thing? i dont know why i am so cincai with people that sometimes i dont mind people bossing me around if it makes them happy etc.. i just wanna enjoy doing my thing and not let my busyness and stress and personal things gets involved with each other and then drama begins.

OK. fug it. that’s just me emoing. all of that did not happen because im just really very loaded with work and datelines and everything all in one that im beginning to stress out.

and fuking microsoft just makes my day even better.

ergh.

if only i have like.. 72 hours a day.

-J