BLEH.

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It so happens that right now, AGAIN, I felt that my life is slowly turning to a routine whereby i live with no real motivation, goals, or anything to look forward to. What is it that i WANT outta my life? I know, i know.. live it… expect nothing blablabla… but at some point.. i wanna know what i am working so hard towards? What is my goal… It’s so sad to know that i don’t have a goal in my life. Since young. And mind you, my goal is definitely NOT getting married have four kids and stay in a mansion at the top of the mountains ok. I know i can do MORE than cook and reproduce. Few years back i thought that i could have been a surfer, you know. Look where i am now. Im staring at my monitor and blogging. at work. GOSH. 

Jack of all trades, master of none. I think i suit this phrase perfectly. I can do a lot of things. I just can’t do it forever. Look at music. Look at art. Look at everythinggggggg i’ve been doing so far in my life. There’s always a point where i just completely drop the whole thing and continue being a slob. I remember there’s once in primary school my art teacher said i could be an artist when i grow up. And i always thought i wanted to be in the ART stream but i ended up otherwise. I ALWAYS thought i would do something more creative but i ended up in ENGINEERING. OH.MI.GAWD. My life is such an irony ok. When i try to lay a TAROT card that represents me the JOKER card got picked out. bleh……….

And yesterday………….. Yujin said this to me that i thought was rather funny so i placed it in the quotes section.

“If i ever dated u i’d have to put the police the ambulance firemen and the tow trucks on speed dial”

There’s an episode in OTH that mouth said that when he dies.. he wants his tombstone to be carved as…

” Mouth, A TRUE FRIEND” That is what he is proudest of in his life.

When i think about it… when i die, i want my tombstone to read..

” Jenifer, The SAVIOUR OF THE WORLD “ 

haha…….. 

I guess it’s not that easy to achieve something. Or to think of something to achieve thats capable of achieving with your bare hands. 

Oh..

next year… i wanna climb mount KK :)

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OH KAY…

i think i’m going to go for foobar this weekend. aka Barcamp.

More info here

But some of the talks kinda bores me. Too much IT geeks. I’m not THAT into IT anymore nowadays. It’s getting old u know, IT. Or maybe i am getting old.. and i dont get excited easily with cheap thrills anymore.

But anyhoo.. knowledge knows no boundaries. Good thing is that now the event is also open to public. Head over to the site and see if you’re game.

Hopefully i can get up that early on a Saturday. Else.. i’ll stay home and geek on my own. 

-J