greentea yeah. i had a weird nightmare yesterday. It was the sort that would make you bounce up screaming in the middle of the night and it’s not anything near to death or that kinda shit. i had a dream that my life is over because my career was over cause someone else screw it up, real bad. hmm. I would like to think that my career is all i have right now so anything that’s close to bringing it to jeopardy brings cold sweat to me. somehow the longer i work the less confidence i have in myself. which i think is bad.
Okay this has nothing to do with the picture above but stupidity reallllly, really gets to me. I cant take people who ask stupid questions, or things that they should have already know, or could have taken the initiative to do a lil research before opening their mouth and ask. i can accept ignorance. but not stupidity. period.
this also have nothing to do with my pic above but im also a strong believer of education and learning. termination of an employee is never a solution because … how can a person advance or ever learn if they were never given a chance to. Sometimes one can get too carried away with power and responsibility and forget about values. sometimes one cant let go of ego and their pride and be a selfish prick. sometimes some people just amazes me with their conceited and arrogant personality. i wish i can bring them all together in a room and talk some sense to their head.
anyways. welcome bb e zen to the world. :) i wish everything pretty and happy to your eyes and may you be blessed with good health always.
my messsssssssssssy room! and my mountain of clothes begging for laundry service pronto!
i look like shit by the day. no wonder i am stressing out. sense of fashion closing to zero. sos.
paramore love! okay the next band i wish to see whom will make their way to asia is…………………. Fall Out Boys! :P ahha.. pop punk rock is fucking awesome ok.
i need some ralph loving. and yes.. i realize im old and my dressing style have gone grandmotherish. but.. that’s a style too right? wtf
on a side note maybe, another pair into my billions of sneakers collection- a pair of skulled converse will not hurt.
will blog again soon. i feel wordy today.
-Jen
